Now, on to the good stuff. ;)
Introducing: Miller! |
FINALLY, I was induced the morning on December 2. My OB broke my water, but did not immediately begin pitocin. She hoped that my labor would begin naturally since I was already 3 cm dilated. She broke my water around 9 am, and contractions began getting more intense around 11:00, but they were never that bad. I kept standing, walking around, swaying, anything to keep the contractions coming, because if I sat down or stopped moving, the contractions spaced out and became less intense.
Around 3:00 pm, the nurses changed shifts, and I was hoping they would check my progress, but they didn't. I was beginning to get frustrated because I felt like nothing was really happening. I was ready for some pitocin to move things along, but the nurse didn't mention it, and I hadn't seen my OB since she broke my water 6 hours earlier.
When the nurse came to check on us around 4:45, my frustration boiled over. I was crying because I was just sick of all of it, and I told her that I wanted them to start the pitocin. She told me that it was no problem, and she would check with the doctor and get it started as soon as possible. Apparently, they had been waiting for me to ask for it the whole day. This temporarily frustrated me more...
I just wanted to see this face |
Also, they STILL hadn't checked my progress. I will never know if I had made any progress, but I feel like my body must not understand how to go into labor on its own. The pitocin (and craziness) began around 5:30, and contractions immediately became really strong, and really close together. M called his mom, who was taking care of Evie, to tell her what was going on. I laid in the bed crying while I listened to him talk to Evie, I was just so frustrated, and in pain, and I missed her so much. And worst of all, since they STILL hadn't checked my cervix, I thought that I might be in labor for 5 - 6 more hours.
Around 6:30, I asked for the epidural. It took about 20 - 30 minutes for the anesthesiologist to arrive and do the procedure. My contractions were right on top of one another, and I was IN PAIN. It was definitely more intense than when I got the epidural with Evie. (I was about 5 - 6 cm when I got that epidural.) I was shaking and I just felt out of control.
The anesthesiologist seemed to take forever. He missed and had to place the catheter a 2nd time. It was finally "in place" around 7:10 pm. They FINALLY checked my cervix. I was 10 cm!! The nurse asked if I wanted to relax for a little while before I started pushing, but I said no. I don't think the epidural was placed well at all. I could still feel pretty much everything, but it wasn't quite as strong. I just wanted to get the baby out!!!!!
The nurse ran into the hallway yelling for the doctor to get in there and wash her hands. I think that the nurse thought the baby was about to fall out of me...ha ha ha!! I began pushing and it took longer than I thought it would for my second baby. I had heard so many stories about how it only took two pushes the second time, or two contractions. I only pushed for 45 minutes with Evie, so I thought that that would be me too.
Evie meeting Miller for the first time |
At 7:41 pm, Miller made his appearance. He weighed 8 pounds 6 ounces and was 21.5 inches long. He was healthy from the beginning, which was different from Evie. She only weighed 5 lbs. 15 oz. and she spent her 1st night in the NICU because she wasn't breathing very well and had a lot of fluid in her lungs. I couldn't believe how big Miller was...2 1/2 lbs. bigger than Evie!!
Holding baby brother |
Over a month in, things are going pretty well. The first week was rough. I had a spinal headache from my {failed} epidural, and I spent an afternoon in the ER because of that. Evie has been adjusting better since that first week too. I think I'm having a harder time than she is. I feel like I just can't give her enough...or Miller for that matter, but that's a topic for a different post...
Hopefully I will be able to write more frequently. I have so many things to write about, but time is the issue. I began this post on December 31, if that gives you any idea of what I mean. ;)
In his Christmas jammies |
This is our family.